My Lonliness

Lonliness
Like 
endless 
cold winter sunsets
can see them
but from inside of my house
i long to go to the coast
to hear and see the huge waves
that are there today
but 
i cannot
even do that.
All i can think about
is getting my leg taken care of
so that i can make my move
out of here.
Then i can see and experience
all the beauty around me again
Some how some way
it is going to happen.
It has to happen.
I have had far too many
disappointments and
things fall through
already
now is my time to move.
It IS going to happen.
It IS going to happen.